About wish4peace

As a child all I wanted to do was draw pictures. I would sometimes draw the same picture over and over again. Some times it was not even a picture, just shapes, or lines. All I know is that the act of putting pencil to paper brought me tremendous peace. As the years went on and I grew, I always continued to draw or paint, or be creative and in return I was always at peace.
Then life takes over and you grow up. After several life changing experiences, I decided it was time to go back and find that inner peace. While sitting in my kitchen one night, I decided to go back and find that peace. So everyday I "wish4peace". For my own inner peace, or maybe for world peace, or any peace.
I started my career as a professional Illustrator. Yet I never drew for me, it was always for someone else. I can draw for a client any time, but for me I just can't seem to get that first stroke down. Maybe I should write myself a check first and pretend I am my own client and then I can do. I think I just have "big league creative block".
I guess finding peace will be harder than I thought. It has been 7 years, since that night at the kitchen table. I thought that starting this blog would maybe help me to find my way. Let's see what happens.